L.O.V.E?

L.O.V.E is something you can't create whenever or wherever you want,
you cant simply make it if you dont feel it.
you would never be able to give it if you dont have any,
this is want i understand about love.
but, once you have the love, the world feel so sweet,
so delightful, so wonderful, if you wanna know much,
stand front of your ice box with your face facing the freeze on the top side then, breath!
u breath the cold air.. and u can feel the air run through your lung.. so peace!

when the love gives you pain, its the worst pain ever..
its consumes so much time for you to be cured
its not easy.. its very hard..
when u lose your love,
its like you lose  you life,
u lose your eyes,
lose everything you have,,
until you cant do anything right...

love really pain!
i am feeling it now, the love that gives me the life that i live, now its gives me the pain
the pain that i cant tolerate. so sick of it...
i cant let the love go, but its so painful when i keep it..
what should i do now??? what.......................................
its tearing my heart down..into pieces.
when you fix it, pick all the pieces and make it again
the pieces doesn't fit anymore..
its doesn't fir here anymore..
i wanna end everything up.
but something just wont let me do it..
i dont know what, and i dont know why.
probably...







i still love him until today!