i cried cause its not enough!

i cried again, i cried and its feels like my heart burning,
i cant swallow my own saliva, its something stuck on my throat.
now, i cried my life out. i cant stop and my eyes tired.
but nothing could ever buried the pain and sadness.

i posting into my blog, so i will feel calm.
i dont know whats the best i should do,
its all that left for me, i give everything, even my own life, i sacrificed my happiness, my soul.
but it wont work out as well and 'it not enough!'. ;(

why? why until today, i could never achieve something nice and good???